Anne's story
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Anne kept her phone on her hands for a moment and start to punch keys on her phone. "Anne who are you messaging?" Chel asked curiously. "Nah..nothing,just looking through" Anne lied.
Thinking what *him is doing everyday, is he doing great? *y- is nasty, he actually still have a lil. fond of a girl name *b- . Anne was very sad, she now felt that how *him really mean to her. Anne became single, crying every night. Did not eat well or sleep well, kept repeating their 'love songs' that *him sang to her in the past, Thinking all the memories they had, she cried even more. She felt very very sorry. She eventually caught crying in the middle of the night by her elder brother. There's reasons why Anne is fading with *him. *Him does not know what are the reasons at all, he did not find out why too. But he continue with his life, playing soccer, playing takraw with his friends to forget things and torture. Anne does not know what exactly his thinking. *Him finally came back. He gave each other a chance, both promise not to leave each other anymore.Things getting better and better, 'Way back into love' ~
Anne and *him spent most of their own time being together. *Him tried his very best to stay awake to chat on the phone with Anne everynight, including some morning and afternoon. Anne spent most of the time in *him's house, They enjoyed being together,forgetting the past and moved on. *Him drew Anne's name on a paper, decorate it nicely, it's pretty nicely done, their classmates were touched, Anne was very happy, she even drew one back to him . They both bought each other stuff, only that their anniversary wasn't so-so great.. It did not work out nice sometimes, but it's okay.
They enjoyed their days they had in school, outside and anywhere. Anne almost got caught by her parents. Her father is a taxi driver, there is once Anne saw her dad's vehicle drove pass them, luckily they weren't get caught and they smiled at each other. There's once Anne had a tummyache in *him's house, *him look pretty worried and quickly held on to Anne's hand and lead her to his room, and took a bottle of med. oil and apply it to Anne's tummy. Anne felt very lucky to have *him, she thought of why should she hurt his feeling in the past and got physco-ed by others. Anne thought to herself 'the worriness in his eyes, makes me so warm so loved and touched, love you, boyfriend' Suddenly Anne felt scared and cold,she kept shaking and trembling. *him knew it and was very worried. He held her hands tight and was thinking of sending Anne back with her. Anne said it's alright. But *him still looks worried. 'Pray hard, she'll be fine'. There are reasons why Anne scared of. And that really leads to their relationship. The truth is, Anne was afraid, afraid that *him smokes too much, causing him to have illness next time? and etc. she might afraid that she'll lose him, she don't want *him to get addicted and what if? what if? they got married what happen to them? the cost of that stuff cause so much money. She want a lovely family wants *him to be with her forever without anything happening to them. 'What if it harm my hubby, spending so much money on this silly stuff puff you, and he get illness? what is this?' she sighed. Without *him knowing that, he suddenly promised Anne to quit. Anne was very happy. But too happy to even know that *him lied to her, he can't control, he got addicted to it. Anne found out, he cried so much. *him felt that he does not have much freedom, always Anne controling him. But the point of Anne is to have *him to be good, to stop smoking, is it considered bad?
But Anne did not know that *him was pressured, he did not told Anne how he felt, Anne did not tell how she felt too. Both of them just like that, keeping their own thoughts and did not let out and tell each other, to understand how they feel. They lasted 6months plus,7. 7months, the time they got together the very first day on 7pm.
*Him all of a suddenly suspect Anne has another guy. Which doesn't sound right. *Him doesn't explain again, why he felt so cold towards her. Anne had no idea why too. Anne tried her best to cheer him up,she try to makes *him feel that they are meant to be together,make him feels that they're a perfect match.But she failed.
She could not change things back,she thought that end of year holidays are nearing,she thinks that she could not company *him much. Just because of that -to Anne's feeling. They broke up.She thought because of that they broke up, but it wasn't true. To *him, he feels that Anne had another guy. Anne did not know. Months past, Anne still wondering.They both have a deep misunderstanding. They did not contact each other for months...All Anne could do in her holidays?She just to be sad, cry, think. She can't do anything else but those.She went to China with her teachers and friends during their trip.She was so sad, all of her friends called their boyfriend before they took the aeroplane, Anne just sat there, tears was about to fall, her friend *R- cheered her up,and they all go on.
During the trip, Anne cried every bus trip,she listen to their songs, *R- understand and let Anne be. Anne suffered 8days 7nights. Before Anne was gone to China, she thought she was still with *him, she even prepared a whole list of 'coming days of notes' whenever the days pass by,*him can flip the next page to see how Anne was doing, Anne planned it before the day they broke up, but it does not happend, the stuff, Anne still kept it in her file at home. Even when they practice their dance for speech day in china, in the middle of the dance, Anne broke down and cry.*R- was the first one who saw, Anne continued dancing with her tears rolled down. Many of them comforted Anne. Anne did not tell the reason why. But *R- knows it. She kept the secret for Anne. Anne and *R- are very close (09' :wish you will come back Singapore for a visit *R-)
Days had gone, they all came back to Singapore, all of them called their boyfriend once they reached. Only Anne, she could ony call her bestie, *A- , *A- received her call and quickly rushed to her house and visit Anne.
So many months, ten months till now, Anne could not bear to forget *him. *him. eventually delete her in his friendster and so as messenger.She couldn't eat or sleep but cry all day long worst than anything. Her love towards *him will never forget.
She love *him eternity (♥)
♥,Anne
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